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Wag na Wag Mong Sasabihin. kitchie nadal
may gusto ka bang sabihin?
ba't di mapakali ni hindi makatingin
sana'y wag mo na tong palampasin at subukan lutasin
sa mga sinasabi mo na
ibang nararapat sa akin na tunay kong mamahalin
*wag na wag mong sasabihin
na hindi mo nadama itong pag.ibig kong handang ibigay
kahit pa kalayaan mo
at sa gabi,
sinong duduyan sa 'yo?
at sa umaga,
hangin na hahaplos sa yo...

Breathe. kitchie Nadal
the world stood still when i first met you
you caught my heart
things are never the same
my senses numb.
the word still reverbs repeatedly in my ear
i want to see you again
*it's hard to breathe ever since then
the coldness sweeps,
warm tears again...
something that you said
i've always cherished within
you took my hand
things were never the same
lying beside yu,
all alone in the room
ALWAYS BEEN SO HAPPY SINCE YOU MENDED MY WOUND

Hmm... a change of music genre? neheh..

I feel so energetic right now.. (yeah.. RUN!! breathe in, breathe out..) haha.. Oh man..

Pero pramis.. ang saya ko.. I don't really understand why but there's this happy feeling in me. I feel so contented. I feel like I want to die now. I can die now. I am weird, most people spend their lives looking for their happiness. While I, just when I feel sooo happy, I think of death. Perhaps this is because I would want to die happy. Totoo lang. :-)

Ang saya.. ang weird..

I need answers. Answers. But nobody could ever really help me with this. I need to know.. what is this?! Man.. it's soo weird.. it confuses me. It can easily drive me nuts. Insane. And totally lose myself. So maybe, I shouldn't think about it anymore. But I really want to know. Help me.. Save me.. Please..

Ako nga 'to.

-+reish.101604.