This blog sucks.

I really hate this dimension.

It's so disappointing and vim.lowering..

If there wasn't any lightning right now, I would have found myself bursting in tears.

Haha.. It's funny to think that it's only lightning that keeps me smiling right now. Haha..

I feel so bad.

So disappointed with myself..

I am such a hypocrite. I try to hide myself, but I just can't.

I keep on disowning myself.

I feel trapped within the walls of disappointment and humiliation.

F*cking confusion.

I try to find the main cause, but everything's just to blurred for me to handle.

I can cry now, but I don't.

I feel so heavy.

Let me go.. Let me go.

Inside I know I'm bleeding.

Struggling hard to breathe.

I try to cover myself with all the defences that I have, but still, I'm too weak.

I am so disappointed.

I feel like I have been so immature lately. It's senseless.

All I am, is nothing but a wreck.

I feel so tired with this, but there's nothing I can do; I can't just let go of this pain without solving it.

I need answers.

My head hurts.

Haha..

It's wrong. So wrong. I am wrong.

F*cking mistakes.

I feel like I'll go to hell. Haha.. (uh.. why.?)

I feel torment.

I can't even gather senseful thoughts.

It's disappointing.

I can't breathe.

I need answers.

Haha.. I need a hug.

This blog is so stupid. It's senseless.

Haha..

Nobody cares.. Haha.. Let's keep it that way..

I feel so damned. :((

-+rei.090504.