Addicted.

Set It. kjwan.
softly speak
the answers
seeping into me
enough to lose control
enough to stop the thinking
enough to lose it all
enough for just one meaning
the word that makes me crawl
the vision of your bleeding
did you fall?
did you call
for ME?
Walking slow
beside you
wearing thin in the rain
show me how
to be like you
unafraid
breaking through
it's not too late
tried to find the answer
the answer was in YOU.

adik, pare..

ako yun.

pangit yung term kung iisipin, pero, nakaka-adik talaga eh. hindi ko mapigilan. basket. games. 20 questions. adik ako. i think.

Man.. this is a good day after all. Too bad, we lost. We're not going to the finals.

But the game was okay for me, most especially during the 1st quarter (I was playing then). I had the best rebound yet of my life. Haha.. shucks ang babaw, pero talaga lang.. masaya. And I realized that when you have a strong will, 'mind over matter' really works. I was really having difficulty with my aching right leg. But I was desperate to show the team that, 'hey, I'm a good player, too.. not the best, but good, too. I can help the team. I will help the team.' And I hope that I did.. I really do. I don't even remember feeling pain during the game, unlike the past 3 games. Haha.. I only felt the pain of my leg after the quarter, exactly when I sat down. I wanted to cut my leg then and there!

The game was good. It was okay. Though we lost, and it is disappointing. I remember a moment that i really wanted to let my tears fall.. I saw a teammate crying.. but FYI man, I don't cry.

I don't.

Krishna doesn't cry.

Rei doesn't cry.

Ish does, but not Reish.

..at least not in public. :D (man I'm human, what do you expect?)

Dude.. salamat.

You made me forget the disappointment and pain that I felt. My longing self is satisfied now.. pramis.. sori kung sinabihan kita ng 'shoo'.. I didn't mean it. and I still don't. I never will.

adik nga ako.

at ngayon, kailangan ko nang magresearch.

-+reish.101404.