Tired. Restless. Pained.

Panirang Art... (sinong 07 na nasa Sci stream ang hindi nag.aagree?)

I feel tired. Restless. Pained.

Most probably it's because of the Pisay sports fest this week.. a.k.a. intrams. YEAH!!! Basketball! Woohooh! At least we entered the semi-finals.. though fate didn't give us that chance with soccer. Oh well, at least, for the first time ever, I was able to play soccer - a sport I never thought I'd play. Haha.. I remember laughing at soccer players on tv in the past.. haha.. And the rest of the games? Actually, I don't know what happened to the rest of the matches.. haha.. that's how much I love the team..! lol.

Tuesday, 12oct04 - the intrams DID give me pain. Haha.. muscle pain, most especially. But I guess, somehow, it's all worth it. I even had a fever in the morning (Wednesday) ... I'm glad my parents allowed me to play (how careless parents..! haha.. joke lang..) though of course, they wanted me to make sure first that I can.

And then there's the Art research work. Man it makes me miss first year.. and HSS. How I wish time would stop, slow down, or go back... (or maybe not the latter. It would change everything.)

And then there's the Health take home test. Though actually, it's not really difficult. Haha.. many just blame it for increasing the work that needs to be done.

And of course, joining their line-up, here comes my thoughts in the scene. Man.. some (or most) of them can easily make me go insane, if only I don't control myself. Oh well, my thoughts will always be with be. For the rest of my life. Haha..

But! Let's not forget about the grades.. shucks acads.. After the intrams.. school work shall return. Just thinking about it makes me feel like I'm drowning. Oh man.. Chem! It was easy this quarter. Yet I was stupid enough not to study well for the exams.. and that cost me a lot. (I'm showing my dirty laundry for the world to see.. I can't believe I'm talking about Chem here..) Oh man.. I'm dying.. Disappointment.. Torture.. Stupidity.. Anger at self.. Grr.

See how the past and the future affects the present?

Dude. Dude. Dude.

tout que j'ai voulu dire 鴡it je t'aime et je n'ai pas peur.

S***. only 2 quarters to go.

But I am thankful, still.

Through the Intrams, I made new friends, from other batches. Plus, I learned that my left lower limb is for soccer. It can kick better than my right. (While at basketball, my left hand's kinda dumb.. haha..) I do like soccer! ooh.. new-found love.. haha..

*Kat.> puros terms mo na yata ang ginagamit ko dito.. hehe..

I should, most likely, end this now. My Art research work still needs to be done, and the same goes for my Health test. I also need some sleep. Semi-finals tomorrow.. good luck to us.. haha. :D

I just want to sleep and die.

Or maybe I'll rot like a cabbage then die.

(Whatever happens, I'll still die.. but when, my Lord?)

-+rei.101304.