ang awit ng langgam. 3

eto na.

*potek pangatlo na to.. rarrr.. blogger.. haha..*

ang awit ng langgam version3.

wala lang..

masaya kasing kumanta.. maganda man o hindi ang boses mo.. di ba? naglalabas ng negative (or kahit positive) energy.. tapos nasasabi mo indirectly ang mga gusto mong sabihin through the lyrics.. though hindi yun lagi ang kaso..

at nasa tono at bilis naman ang emotions.

at ang langgam.. pag kumakanta.. naririnig nyo ba?

haha.. hahahahaha..

nakakabangag..

anyway.. hindi yun ang laman ng previous versions ng 'ang awit ng langgam'.

hindi ko nga lang maintindihan kung bakit gumawa pa ko ng version3, eh parang hindi naman gusto ng blogger na ipost.. haha..

anyway..

eto.

naisip ko lang..

i wouldnt change in just a glimpse.

feelings cant disappear that fast.

and i feel

that nothing has really changed.

its just a matter of shutting up and keeping all those things inside. keep quiet.. but it's still there.

and that's the case on my side.

haha..

i dont know what i want..

pero naisip ko rin..

i will always be here for her.. no matter what happens.

it wouldnt matter that much if things would still be the same or not,

or if she'll be there dor me, too.. or not..

ok lang.

what matters to me is that i'll always be here for her.. and never leave her side.

hindi naman kasi 'sana nandito ka.' kundi 'nanjan lang ako..'

and its not 'please love me' but 'i love you'..

di ba?

haha.. natatawa ako..

ang mushy..

pero ok lang..

wala akong maisip na ibang terms.. haha..

so many things left unsaid..

tsk.. masyado akong tahimik.. kung kelan dapat magsalita..

pero pano ka magsasalita kung di mo alam kung saan magsisimula.? at pag nakapagsimula ka na, alam mo ba kung ano ang susunod na sasabihin mo?

tsk..

haha..

bottled up inside..

tsk..

tatawa ulit ako.. hahahahaha..

but one good part is that we're friends.. good friends. :D

eto na ang kantahan blues ng langgam.

*di ko maalala lahat ng mga nilagay kong songs last time..*

mukha na kong tanga.. pero okey lang.. ito'y isang pagkakamali, ngunit di ko nais pang itama..

do you know that everytime you're near,
everybody else seems far away..
so can you come and make them disappear?

and i dont want the world to see me,
cause i dont think that they'd understand..
when everything's made to be broken..

shall we go out later?
some time for strangers..

ako'y isang malungkot na bata,
palakad.lakad lang,
wala rin namang mapupuntahan..

hope
it dangles on a string..

all the things she said, all the things she said..
running through my head..

and im all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed
they say its my fault,
but i want her so much..

when they stop and stare, dont worry me..
coz im feeling for her what she's feeling for me
i can try to pretend, i can try to forget
but it's driving me mad, going out of my head..

mother looking at me, tell me, what do you see?
yes, i've lost my mind..
daddy looking at me, will i ever be free?
have i crossed the line?

i am human and i need to be loved,
just like everybody else does..

when you are with me,
im free.. im careless, i believe.
above all the others we'll fly..
this brings tears to my eyes, my sacrifice..

bitbit ko ang gitara,
at handang mangharana..

you mesmerize me with diamond eyes,
i try to fool myself to think i'll be alright..
but i am losing all control,
my mind, my heart, my body and my soul..
never in my life have i been so sure..

nobdy's made me feel this ay before..
you're everything i wanted, and more..

adik sa yo.. awit sa akin,
nilang sawa na sa king mga kwentong marathon,
tungkol sa yo at a ligayang iyong hatid
sa a king buhay
tuloy ang bida sa isipan ko'y ikaw..
sa umaga't sa gabi sa bawat minutong lumilipas,
hinahanap-hanap kita.. hinahanap-hanap kita..
sa isip at panaginip, bawat pagpihit ng tadhaa..
hinahanap-hanap kita..

sa school, sa flag ceremony,
hanggang uwian araw-araw..
hinahanap-hanap kita..

i cannot find a way t describe it,
it's there inside, all i do is hide
i wish that it would just go away

all the pain..
im calling you..
all the thoughts lead back to you
back to what was never said,
back and forth inside my head..
i cant handle this confusion, im unable
come and take me away..
my words are cold,
i dont want them to hurt you..

what i dont understand is why im feeling so bad now
when i know it was my idea..
i could have just denied the truth and lied..
now why am i the only one standing stranded on the same ground?

sa panaginip na lang pala kita maisasayaw..
magkahawak ang ating kamay,
at walang kamalay.malay na tinuruan mo ang puso ko
na umibig ng tunay..

ivxoi

-+reish.112904.