yahooo!

i feel so heartbroken.

to think that it took me a billion years to finally have the courage to ask that question to that person straight forward -- yahoo deleted it.
yey. hooray for fucking errors.
all the effort. gone.
first it was the loosing of stipends for those clothing for project runway. then came the non-exsistence of the lloooooong novel email to her. and most of all, the efforts to ask her that - gone. GONE.
:(

happy birthday.
R24oct06.