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life on earth is just like being inside the womb of a woman. you are technically not born yet, but you *somehow* exist. think of yourself as a smart-ass fetus. you have been given the choice of whether you would want to live or not. to live, you have to fulfill some pre-requisites.
you have to be good. you have to follow God's will. you have to listen to Him. you have to sacrifice and live as God tells you.if you fail to complete those pre-requisites, you won't be born, you won't get to experience a happy life.
you'll go to hell.
everything on this earth is a pre-requisite. sacrifices have to be done in order to get yourself in a very happy place -- so happy you can't imagine it.
everyhting on earth is temporary. you have to look forward and take the ticket to heaven as something very essential.
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once in a while, it makes me awfully sad to remember you and the happy days that we had. it feels so sad not to be able to be as happy as, or even happier than,those lovers who hold each other's hand, walk together, talk freely to each other, embrace, and just have someone that you know will always be there for you. i want to tell you that itstill is painful and nothing could ever match it. you are one of the most important people in my life; a big part of me exists because of you, and i thank you for that.so maybe i loved you after i told you it's done.
now i look at this as something that i must go through. i have to move on and this is just one of the many pre-requisites that i have to complete for my ticket.
i now remember why i did what i did. i didn't want you to fall deeper into sin because of me. i didn't want you to go to hell because of me, and vice versa. i wanted you to be clean for God. i wanted Him to also live within you. i wanted you to get what i thought was best for you, and i still do.
if only i could have Him AND you, i would choose that option. but hard as it is, i have to choose one.i want to tell you that in this freak is somebody who loves you deeply, and wants what is best for you.
i thought you made the same promise to change, as i did, so i get frustrated each time i hear about "her" -- your new her.i thought i was successful that i made you closer to Him.
i now do not know what to think.
why don't we actually start moving on? or perhaps you have.
i haven't.
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do you know how it is to feel unimportant to the most important person in your life?
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i don't get it -- why does she want me to change the way that i look, the way that i dress myself, the way i do things?
do i really have to change the external to change the internal?
can't i be me in the process?
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so maybe i can't change overnight.
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i now know what F5 does in notepad. haha. and im gonna use it. :))
.krishna - 1:50 PM 8/13/06
you have to be good. you have to follow God's will. you have to listen to Him. you have to sacrifice and live as God tells you.if you fail to complete those pre-requisites, you won't be born, you won't get to experience a happy life.
you'll go to hell.
everything on this earth is a pre-requisite. sacrifices have to be done in order to get yourself in a very happy place -- so happy you can't imagine it.
everyhting on earth is temporary. you have to look forward and take the ticket to heaven as something very essential.
+ + +
once in a while, it makes me awfully sad to remember you and the happy days that we had. it feels so sad not to be able to be as happy as, or even happier than,those lovers who hold each other's hand, walk together, talk freely to each other, embrace, and just have someone that you know will always be there for you. i want to tell you that itstill is painful and nothing could ever match it. you are one of the most important people in my life; a big part of me exists because of you, and i thank you for that.so maybe i loved you after i told you it's done.
now i look at this as something that i must go through. i have to move on and this is just one of the many pre-requisites that i have to complete for my ticket.
i now remember why i did what i did. i didn't want you to fall deeper into sin because of me. i didn't want you to go to hell because of me, and vice versa. i wanted you to be clean for God. i wanted Him to also live within you. i wanted you to get what i thought was best for you, and i still do.
if only i could have Him AND you, i would choose that option. but hard as it is, i have to choose one.i want to tell you that in this freak is somebody who loves you deeply, and wants what is best for you.
i thought you made the same promise to change, as i did, so i get frustrated each time i hear about "her" -- your new her.i thought i was successful that i made you closer to Him.
i now do not know what to think.
why don't we actually start moving on? or perhaps you have.
i haven't.
+ + +
do you know how it is to feel unimportant to the most important person in your life?
+ + +
i don't get it -- why does she want me to change the way that i look, the way that i dress myself, the way i do things?
do i really have to change the external to change the internal?
can't i be me in the process?
+ + +
so maybe i can't change overnight.
+ + +
i now know what F5 does in notepad. haha. and im gonna use it. :))
.krishna - 1:50 PM 8/13/06
posted by reish @ 1:57 PM
2 Comments:
At 10:04 PM,
Anonymous said…
Watch subject. Bush is forever saying that democracies do not invade other countries and start wars. Well, he did just that. He invaded Iraq, started a war, and killed people. What do you think? Why has bush turned our country from a country of hope and prosperity to a country of belligerence and fear.
Our country is in debt until forever, we don't have jobs, and we live in fear. We have invaded a country and been responsible for thousands of deaths.
We have lost friends and influenced no one. No wonder most of the world thinks we suck. Thanks to what george bush has done to our country during the past three years, we do!
At 8:36 AM,
Anonymous said…
Bush and the Republicans were not protecting us on 9-11, and we aren't a lot safer now. We may be more afraid due to george bush, but are we safer? Being fearful does not necessarily make one safer. Fear can cause people to hide and cower. What do you think? Is killing thousands of innocent civilians okay when you are doing a little government makeover?
Are we safer today than we were before?
We have lost friends and influenced no one. No wonder most of the world thinks we suck. Thanks to what george bush has done to our country during the past three years, we do!
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