bad day?
i feel lost. i feel sad. i feel so lonely.
but i'm not depressed. and i'm not confused.
i'm just lost, that's all.
why do i keep on coming back to this state wherein i just want to find myself, like i've never found out who i really am. i keep on turning my back on the things that i have told myself a million times that 'i believe in'. but everything just keeps on going into a blur. help me. can anyone help me? i'm finding it hard to help myself.
broken beliefs.
shattered hearts.
evil malfunctions.
lonely spirit.
unuplifting thoughts.
damn late requirements.
indecisive self.
but i dont want to affect anybody.
i want to learn how to keep myself in poker mode, like, nobody would really know how i feel inside. i won't be lying to people, i just won't tell them how i really feel. :D eat me alive. X(
i just want to get rid of all the sadness, of all the restrictions, of all the failure. fine, most of them at least.
i just feel really down at the moment.
i can't even explain it weel. :(
frstrating.
help me, God. make me believe once more.
***
i wasnt even there for him when i guess he finally needed me, just someone to talk to, just someone who will be there to listen and watch out for you. i wasn't there. i slept! early! ngek. whatareason.
kuya, i'm really sorry. i just wish you'll get your all-time wish soon. and i hope that this time i'll be there for you, not sleeping just because i was damn tired and lazy to sit down and finish my homework.
***
we'll all be happy - soon. :)
we just have to hang on a little longer. :)
-+reish.26feb06.
but i'm not depressed. and i'm not confused.
i'm just lost, that's all.
why do i keep on coming back to this state wherein i just want to find myself, like i've never found out who i really am. i keep on turning my back on the things that i have told myself a million times that 'i believe in'. but everything just keeps on going into a blur. help me. can anyone help me? i'm finding it hard to help myself.
broken beliefs.
shattered hearts.
evil malfunctions.
lonely spirit.
unuplifting thoughts.
damn late requirements.
indecisive self.
but i dont want to affect anybody.
i want to learn how to keep myself in poker mode, like, nobody would really know how i feel inside. i won't be lying to people, i just won't tell them how i really feel. :D eat me alive. X(
i just want to get rid of all the sadness, of all the restrictions, of all the failure. fine, most of them at least.
i just feel really down at the moment.
i can't even explain it weel. :(
frstrating.
help me, God. make me believe once more.
***
i wasnt even there for him when i guess he finally needed me, just someone to talk to, just someone who will be there to listen and watch out for you. i wasn't there. i slept! early! ngek. whatareason.
kuya, i'm really sorry. i just wish you'll get your all-time wish soon. and i hope that this time i'll be there for you, not sleeping just because i was damn tired and lazy to sit down and finish my homework.
***
we'll all be happy - soon. :)
we just have to hang on a little longer. :)
-+reish.26feb06.
posted by reish @ 8:52 PM
2 Comments:
At 9:24 PM,
reish said…
Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oh.. Holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
*** wala lang.
At 9:35 PM,
Anonymous said…
hehe.. nagulat nga rin ako eh, inuupdate ko pa pala to. haha. ^^,
well.. salamat ng marami. :)you made my day. ulit. as usual. :P
salamat.
.krishna.
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